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Saturday, November 18, 2006Y
8:39 AM
okthis will be a depressing post.
let me burp out everything.
this is not something to be against at those people mentioned.
my feeling laaa.
esp to my dearr CHCDRW!(:
i've been feeling stress and tight up these few days kay
for some reasons.
sighhs
to CHCDRW:
if any of you happen to read this post
try to blend everyone's time kay
cuz ya,
eveytime someone cannot make it etc etc,
i feel like smashing myself.
*don't know whys*
try ok.
i'm tired of organising it
when everytime it is unsuccessful
feel very rejected. ):
to MY MOTHER:
why you everytime NOT understand me.
everytime say me "yu qi" seems like i'm arguing
BUT,
the fact that i'm not.
then everytime say those angry stuffs like want to sell me or what.
piangs
ya, when you said it,
i don't feel like talking.
i act though i never hear it.
BUT
inside i'm feeling damn terrible laa.
don't push all the blame to me.
pls.
don't.
cuz you don't know when will i be gone.
what if is the next sec.
argh.
ya, i may be resposible for part of it.
but,
definitely not ALL.
to MY FAMILY:
just let me feel that i'm part of the family kays.
cuz i don't feel it AT ALL
cuz i've a feeling that somehow you people are a little bit biased towards my sister.
not finance wise.
not everything.
it is just the attitude.
ATTITUDE
i really know how to play my piccolo parts
i really know.
BUT
somehow
everytime there's band prac
i'm stressed up and get very nervous.
and i'll play rubbish.
erm.
to those who mentioned someone and you-know-who.
let me say these.
hmmmmmmmmmm..
everything has ended.
ended as in the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ between someone and you-know-who.
i supposed you all cann interpreted la huh.
rofl
maybe erm.. the one who couldn't let go.
yaaaa.
hush about this.
pls pls.
take it that i beg all of you, pls.
don't ever leak this out, esp to the you-know-who.
yupp.
you know who issit and who you are(:
thankyou! loveya lots :D
sighhs
when will this type of life ever end.
i can't take it anymore
i can't
totally can't.
my heart has tore into millions pieces;
never be replaced.
give me a break
pls.
